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[19 Sep 2004|12:41am]
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YOU ARE A HIPPIE YOU SMELL LIKE SKUNK!!! lmfao [17 Sep 2004|04:14pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

After school, me ashley anna anthony and derek are walking to the park to smoke a cigarette and I seen the tires that you run through, so I decided :O! I've never done that before! and I want to! so I ran and did it but tripped and fell haha and sprained my ankle...but I prevailed...and did it again :o) and did it RIGHT well yea anyway..

After dropping derek off

My mom:'Who's playing with a marker?'
Ashley:'Not me, I don't do markers anymore, expecially dont sniff em after i got in trouble for vandelizin with em'
Anna:'not me..'
My mom:'It's that van!'
Me:'You're Van smells like shit! Dam hippies! Lay off on the reefer! Or try getting a new dealer this one sucks!'
as the van swerves about on the road..
lmfao.. we try to turn...but we are side swiped by this hippie, I mean no joke, he is actually a REAL fucking Hippie, and as he does it, he's smiling and his eyes are glazed and squinty! FUCKER! BUY A REAL PIPE STOP USING YOUR EXHAUST! lmao

I love ashley and anna! we went rocka-skippin.

Never trust a hippie They'll sell you bad drugs!

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[16 Sep 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Suicide is not the answer

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

^Please take my advice, it's not worth it, you may get the feeling again in life, but all the memories you make aren't worth the loss of your life, all the hurt in the world couldn't replace my laughter and smiles i've shared with the people I love:o)

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lmao read this shit. [16 Sep 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | high ]

xpromise x me: lmfao
Sammie10182: what?
xpromise x me: im definately an idiot
Sammie10182: why lol
xpromise x me: i tryed to pooir my macceroni in my mourh
xpromise x me: then tell myself the story
xpromise x me: on aim
Sammie10182: lmao
Sammie10182: o arlite
xpromise x me: hahaha
xpromise x me: omg
xpromise x me: wtf
xpromise x me: this is some dam good food
Sammie10182: haha
Sammie10182: thast good vericaon
xpromise x me: lmao
xpromise x me: hahaha
xpromise x me: wtf
xpromise x me: theres bibble huggers
xpromise x me: outside my hosue
Sammie10182: ewww
xpromise x me: !!
Sammie10182: tell themt o leave
xpromise x me: they're talking!
xpromise x me: on my purch
xpromise x me: i just now realizewd it
xpromise x me: fucking medicine
xpromise x me: haha
xpromise x me: they're talking about god an mercy
Sammie10182: lmoa
Sammie10182: wtf
Sammie10182: why?
Sammie10182: lmao
xpromise x me: haha
Sammie10182: lmfoa dude wtf
Sammie10182: hahahaha
Sammie10182: tell them to elave er soemthign
xpromise x me: lmao
xpromise x me: wtf
xpromise x me: where did they come from
Sammie10182: hhaha no idea
xpromise x me: he said...
xpromise x me: he was going to eat all his beans tonight..
xpromise x me: :-\
Sammie10182: lmfoa

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[12 Sep 2004|07:33pm]
[ mood | kill me. ]

I hate Riverview and I know everyone is in someway shape or form out to get me.

Don't talk to me don't do anything To me I don't want anything to do with anyone. I don't trust any of you.

I need to start over new.

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:o( Another motorcycle crash. [04 Sep 2004|07:05pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy had realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live, even though it meant that he would die.

Thats sad...I already seen a motorcycle crash once today and have the motorcycle land dead on him:o/ it wasn't pretty...now I have to read about one...AND SOMEONE ACTUALLY WANTS TO GET ONE! hummmm...i'm done for the day... I'm in a bad mood.

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mmmm [21 Aug 2004|11:46pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

I love Anna Alex and Anthony, And I will miss them so much this year :o( they would be the only thing that would make my life absolutely perfect.

I thought it would be sad leaving everyone i was sort of friends with and talked to but I realized they won't think of me in a month.

Don't miss anyone who won't miss you

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Friends Only [20 Apr 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

- I want to have a more personal journal.
- I want to be able to say anything.
- I want to know who is on my friends list.
- I don't want certian people reading my journal.

Want to be added?
- Comment and add me first.
- Comment often.
- Don't judge me.
- When you comment you must have "Pink Furry Llamas" somewhere in your comment so I know you read this.
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